Missing Home...

Being away from the mother land .. always creates a bit of insecurity.. for that matter.. whenever u move away from something u would tend to feel the same..

something close to u.. something which u have been used to.. something u love.. something for which u would die for.. something which u had always taken for granted.. and now the something is coming back to make u pay for all the time u had spent with it.. People tell me, the most successful persons tend to adapt to change rather quickly.. U need to flow with the drift to get your things down.. but then again.. doesn't that mean that u r highly susceptible for change.. and hence cannot be trusted????

Its a catch 22 situation that does not take you anywhere.. u need to grow up .. u need to change.. some one said.. ships are not made to stay in the harbour.. they are made for the wild seas.. We are the ships... we are just struck on the enterance to the freeway of the shipping lanes.. its time we got that up and running..

Life in all its vagiries beacons me..
Got to live it.

Life.. A fascinating feeling

Life........ A term.. a four lettered word which has an epic enclosed in it.. Four letters which encompass nearly 400 million words.. Four letters.. In my twenty -third year of my Life.. it seems pretty unclear to me.. Its mystery is still not yet revealed.. I still wonder.. who i am.. where i am heading for? what is my goal? what do i want to achieve? Questions which do not have any definite answers... I am still seeking some of those answers...

And in this search for answers , i have come across wonderful human beings.. They deserve a place in heaven for just being themselves. Wonder what GOD is doing up there alone.. afterall all the ANGELS are down here with me..

I have had wonderful parents, who understand my requirements, even before i begin to think about it. I am in the company of awesome friends, who some times make me feel I am the most luckiest person on the planet.. Friends who are more than friends to me.. they are my saviours.. Saviours who help me cope with the drudgery of life..

I have had a peculiar liking for some of them. But... Life chose to play its trump card.. I still dont understand why i have to do this.. But some times.. this relieves me of the mental agony... Its hard to comprehend the feelings of someone unless you put yourself in their shoes.. Life in all its mystery and grandeur still beckons me .. I have to live it..

As some one said..
"I can summarise what i have learned in my life : IT GOES ON"